I sent you a msg on aim before I ever started talking to you like this. I thought I could just come back and everything would be fine and normal again, but I know now that's not possible. There's so much to say and so much has changed. I want to be in your life, but with current situations I'm in, I'm not sure how. This is all I've got for now. I do always hope the best for you though. I always hope you're doing well. I just want you to do so well Ashley.
I'll always be sorry. I always am. And I'd rather not say. When I first started this conversation with you weeks ago, I guess I did, but now I don't want to. Actually I'm scared for you to know who I am, but I'm sure if you thought about it enough you could probably figure it out. Who else would talk to you like this? Idk maybe more than I think.